Haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzz......still not the answer i wan though but at least she talk to me^^...i did a conference... heheh but i call cass She was already in the conf i din noe she was in at all...but still hearing her voice makes me feel happy^^ dunnoe y maybe juz lyk tricia said love is blind... i lyk her she dun lyk me...anyway cnt force... if i keep insistin of having her...i am not considering her feelins n i dunwan that i juz wan her to be happy...its not lyk i am going to take away her freedom...
all the thoughts bout her n me tgt all BOOM!!!...but thats fate man...u lyk her she dun lyk u...wad can u do...anyway today i ate sumthing light in 40hours...cos qiaohui, tricia, cassandra, paulian, john n wailoon cheered me n encouraged me to eat sth...hahax love u all to...thanks for doin everything for my sake...but still i appreciate ur efforts even though she still reject me...but no point Emo-ing...juz hope that i can get to know her more nia...i oso wan to bu chang her if during this period of tym i make her sad by tellin her i lyk her or giving her a shock...but I REALLY LYK HER!!!...
today after C.O.i went chinese tuition...can't concentrate... everything in my head was HER her n more her...i cant think bout anything else...i even got a simple question that a primary 1 student could get it correct wrong...its lyk str8 forward question n i got it wrong...so tew lian...on the way home i met shermain...she going to watch movie with her brother... anyway as i alighted at yewtee...i walk home n almost got knockdown by car...y KEEP THINKIN OF HER LARHX... lucky i jump away n fall down...ltr the driver came out... i run lyk mad dog lyk tat...run home lol...wah dam paiseh larhx... maybe its my looks or maybe its my attitude that juz cant get her to be with me...but nvm...seeing her smile is the best thing for me now... So i wan to thank everyone hu cheer me up...Leon Tricia Cass Qiaohui John Paulian Wailoon n others if i missed out... n sry to Her for causing her to be sad...(thats wad i feel even though she said no but no one can read the heart) n to Heelon sit beside me n nid to tahan my emoing the whole day...lolx sry heelon... ya that shld be all but still i was hoping this wouldn't end lyk that but in another way but thats only my wishful thinking... So even though i nvr get her i will still try sumhow or another n always rmb God Loves You whether u are brokenhearted or lonely or unsure...u hav nvr been unloved... Lolx i still lyk HER!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Joshua praised Jesus at 6:05 AM
About Me
JoshuaNg
Singaporean. R-ager
4thAugust 1992
16 years old
UsherHead.Percussionist
jo-shuang-ze@hotmail.com
