I've found a friend who died for me

Yooo...

yea today was kinda like a break day for me...
wokeup in the morning and slack abit...

actually there's CIP for the sec 2s...
then Mr Yoong said sth like we nid to go?
cos many ppl did not complete 6hours of CIP
i swaysway got only 4 hours-.-
so i dunnoe whether to go...
but since it was in the afternoon, and i have church,
hahax^^
i dint go...
as always, God's more important then anything else...
the last CIP for sec 4s oso i din go... cos clashed with church events...
anyway the CIP sell balloons...
i mean... crazy or wad? sell balloon you think many ppl will buy meh?
i think this idea is stupid lurhx...
not the people who are selling them...

so went to church... was supposed to have a briefing for usher heads.
it starts at 145pm...
and since i was running late, i left my house at 130 juz to catch a taxi...
(it takes me 30mins~45mins to reach church)
so when i was waiting for a taxi, this couple, came and cut me seh!!!
they juz like went in front of me and stand there...
and got 3 taxis past lerhx inside all got people and knowing i was behind them,
the guy still stretch out his hand to flag the taxis!!!
but inside all got people...
i oso saw the lady telling the guy that they have cut me, but the guy juz show some hand gesture which i think say heck care the boy larhx... small boy only dunnid scared...
yarhx i know i small boy... BUT!!!!!! i was very angry and so...
i whispered:"God Bless You"
then i prayed silently...
this is my prayer...

Dear God, as you can see, i am very angry at this injustice done to me.
I offer you my anger dear God, that you may replace it with Grace...
But dear God, please also know that i am running late for the briefing.
so pls in order to help me not to be late and restore justice,
please do a miracle, like sending a taxi to stop infront of me and not them...
in the name of Jesus i pray, Amen...

after that, i waited for 5 mins, and i PROMISE i am telling the truth.
a taxi came... Toyota Crown, Blue colour...
it was coming and the guy stretched out his hand to flag the taxi...
and the taxi driver press the button so the 2 orange light at the side of the car
was blinking... then when the taxi was stopping, IT DROVE PAST THE COUPLE AND STOPPED IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!
can believe marhx?!!!!!
i MEAN the taxi JUZ STOPPED IN FRONT OF ME LEHX!!!!!!
this is a miracle done by God in front of my eyes, to prove that he is real...
C'MON have you see a taxi driver picking up the second guy and not the first person, at the roadside?

so i smiled like a fool, and i bet the couple saw me...
and went to church...hahahahahahahahax^^
in church, no briefing cos jeraldine's brother got into an accident...
Get well Soon^^
so briefing postpone to next week^^
after church went grandma house...
yea...then homed^^

during church we sang a new song today...
its very nice and i cant seem to find it >=(
ahhs!!!!
asking around then maybe put as blog song^^
hahahahx...
okok byebye^^

Tooday...

was cher's day...
Happy cher day...=.=

wasn't feeling my best tooday...
at first got ACEs day workout...
and Mr Yoong rocks at the egyptian jumping thingy^^
c'mon i din jump larhx...
so gay...

then the performance oso very nicee^^
esp the beatbox...
then got one song... i forgot wad song larhx...
NO link to cher's day at all...
its like go up there juz show off can sing very good only...
wahliaoz...
not like other people cannot liddat...

then ltr got cher celebration in class...
Mr Yoong is lucky we din cut his hair^^
then we very smart after the celebrations, he tell us...
who cnt go remedial?
who can go but nid leave halfway?
so in the end had remedial till 1...

after that i went to aunty dawn house...
then over there study lorhx...=.=
reached at 130...go home at 710...
siao and i was studying and memorising phrases and vocabs....
and cos of some stuffs, i couldnt rmb anything for the first 2hours...
then i started to think properly and leave everything until tuition is over...

yea then after tuition went home...
and i DID NOT RUN A MARATHON!!!!!
repeat...
I DID NOT RUN A MARATHON AT NIGHT!!!!
i only ran marathon with my test papers and phrases for the whole afternoon
which explains why i am shag!!!
lolx...

oh yarhx... someone wanted to know wad true love is...
i searched the bible and here is wad it says^^

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.—I Corinthians 13:4-8

WOOZZIES!!

lolx... ok today was really a take-a-break day for me...
i noe though even though the examinations are coming in like 5 days,
i nid a break...
since monday to wed been studying till 7 at cher's house and rushing homework at night till 930?
can die horhx...
even though i still can take it mentally but physically i cant...=(
tmr's ACES day and i think i am falling sick already...

Many turn of events took placed around me but to my surprise,
I AM LAGGING^^
there are people who detest me,
there are people want to kill me,
there are people who wants to whack me,
but hahax...
i going to tell them, i dun hate you, instead i'll choose to forgive you...
cos i dun feel a single emotion of scared-ness in my life...
juz being paranoid to some people who gone was oways by me side^^

i dunnoe wad to say now...
boohoo then that means only 1 thing...
finish blogging liaoz^^
byebye^^

today same lurhx...
stayed back for History...till 400pm...
went to auntydawn house till 700pm...TT.TT
sadly again...for the third tym...
hard core lerhx...
Ns coming...cannot slack lerhx...

to all those studying, jiayous too...
can find me go out to study with you if you have no one to go with^^

at Aunty Dawn's house, saw this poster on the wall...
its part of the scripture.
here it goes...

Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven.

Blessed are they that mourn,
for they shall be comforted.

Blessed are the meek,
for they shall inherit the earth.

Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they shall be filled.

Blessed are the merciful,
for they shall obtain mercy.

Blessed are the pure in heart,
for they shall see God.

Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they shall be called children of God.

Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness sake,
for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven.

yups... thats all^^
NOW OFF YOUR COMPUTER AND GO STUDYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

hellos~

today had some ups and downs^^
Morning~

dunnoe why had muscle ache on my left arm...TT.TT...(DOWN)

during assembly, that dam cher came up again and said some quotes....
i dun find it good or wad u noe...
in fact i find it IRRRRRRRRRRRITATING!!!!!(DOWN)
c'mon larhx, he juz came out of no where... and starts leading morning assembly...
i dun even noe wad he teaches can? idiot seh...

then had chem...nothing much=(
after that had...um...^^ CME!!
yoong showed us a video...LOL
bout sexuality... at first everybody very interested^^
but in the end nothing much larhx...
dun get me wrong^^
i wasn't interested from the start... then after that he started to ask some questions...
he asked jaga... wad is the video trying to say?
jaga replied:" HAVE SEX SAFELY!!!"....LOLOLOLOLX
laughs*

then Yoong said lets find someone with moral sense...
he turned to me^^(UP)
i said um... dun get involve with sex at this age?
then Yoong said actually its... Responsibility!!!-.-

then recess~
go down canteen, nobody derhx^^
then eat liaoz went to find Simon Wong...
he crazy cher-.- say wad marks they changed again...
sian!!
then had english^^
hahax.... got back our paper1...
Yoong went thru the questions...
i did question 6 so took quite long for my paper to come back...
cos every question he would show the model answer and then give back the paper...
stopped at question3...
then had maths...
all i can say was...i survived^^
after that Yoong came in again...
he went thru question 4... then question 5...
questions 5 bout beauty...
and ZHIHUI!!!!
out of the only 3 ppl in class 4n1/2 who attempted that question, GOT THE HIGHEST OF 20 MARKS!!!!!
model essay larhx!!! confirm go into slices of life derhx!!!!
zhihui....last minute then outshine everybody...LOLx...jiayous for Ns^^
then question6^^
my essay was the model essay...^^(UP)
first tym lehx... so very happy^^ all this not possible without God...
first God told me to read that book...
then before paper i prayed for guidence...
and the questioned came out...
Q6) Write about a book which you had read and explain why you like it so much.
hahax^^ i wrote bout that book lorhx^^
21/30^^

then after school waited for Leon to end remedial...
then walked to aunty dawn's house...hahax....
AKATSUKI ROX^^

at A.D's house,
did and memorised composition sentences...
rambo all the way from 345pm to 645pm...
Shag~
at least aunty dawn said
AD: zhiern ni3 yao4 yong4 gong1 do3 shu1 xiang4 xian4 zai4 yi4 yang4...
ru2 guo3 ni3 kao3 "A" wo3 qing2 ni3 chi1 da4 can1..."(UP)
J: (in chinese) but if i get "A", should be i treat you marhx?^^
AD: (in chinese)in all my years of teaching... you are the first to say that...
(shocked)...0.0
then she said a chinese chengyu...dunnoe wad larhx...
but it means teachable and worth teaching^^ (UP)
weets...=DD
after went home,
somethings happen...and most were Downs...
they cancelled the UPs effects so now...
i am neutral...

ok lerhx... now i go revise liaoz...
bye^^

Weets^^
i post bout ytd concert ok?
before that...Sorry debbie for making you wait 2hours? LOLx.... srysry
then um...went to tiong bahru...okok before that i shall explain why i am late...
first...
i couldn't find my ezlink card!!!! its with my I.C. so of cos panicked...
and when panicking, i tend to not look with care so really couldn't find it...
then i saw the BBCO ticket while finding my ezlink card... and heng lurhx....
budden-.-... i put it on the table at the corner in my studyroom...
and i cont finding...
to make things short, i took my bro's ezlink card and left,
fogetting to take the dam ticket=.=
blur*

then at tiong bahru, debbie and i went to macdonald, slack there for quite long while...
debbie wore long sleeve and jeans which looked alright. its juz her makeup=p
sry debbie again...^^
not used to it...lol?

then she said i looked lyk a PK!!!!!
PK!!!!=PAIKIA!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
i am not a PK =(

nvms. reached tanjong pagar and it was raining and hahax... we have no umbrella...
thanks debbie for coming back to fetch me...LOLx
me and raymond were intending to take the starbucks umbrella larhx...

i was wearing sth similar to raymond^^
LOLx...

the concert was...good? only for some songs...
and THERE'S A PERCUSSIONIST WHO LOOKED LYK TAN PUISAN!!!!!!
OMFGOSH!!!!!!
she played the timpani for longteng...
hahax^^ i spotted a mistake^^
ken and xueying did the solo...
ken-no taifeng but no mistakes
xueying-got taifeng but got mistakes^^
LOLx...
overall was still good and i was dazzled by jiawei for a moment^^

and TODAY...
told that someone will not leave her in the lurch...
got probs i settle...
cos of some stuff and i am the main suspect-.-
so being framed i would rather go explain then leave the suspicions there...
so everything turned out ok...
broke of with someone...sadsad...<=(

and today first day of school got that DAM CHEE-NA CHER CAME IN....
spoil everyone's mood...
she give out test paper i tell you how she giv^^
she was supposed to give out 2 pages to one person...since i was sitting with heelon, she gave the cover page to me and the second page to heelon...=.=
then i went to the table to take the missing pages, she say go back to your place and dun touch my things...
SIAO!
then when the paper start, i share with heelon cos dunhave the question...
she came over and said: since when i say can discuss!!!
CHEE-NA 38!!!
china win 50 gold medals, dosen't mean you can anyhow boss us around...
not happy go back china larhx...

then after school went tuition till 7...
went home blog, dinner=shag...
SSSSSSSHHHHHHAAAAAAGGGGGGGG!!!!!
going bathe liaoz^^
byes gdnite^^

WOOOTS....

today wake up chittao post liaoz....
noe why? COS...
sth very nicee happened...
ytd i opened the windows and sleep...
guess wad....
i din on the fan nor the aircon...
and i was already covering myself with 2 blankets...

LOLX.....
it seriously was very cold ytd night... and its a good way to save electricity...
hahax... i dunnoe whether its because my window is faced directly to an open field...
so nvm...
for all geog students who love the earth SOOOOOOO much^^...
try that.... whole night nvr on fan nvr on aircon....
save electricity...
hahax...
thats it...

bye ltr going to BBCO concert...
jiayous...
byebye^^

Heal my heart and make it clean

Open up my eyes to the things unseen

Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours

Everything I am for your kingdoms cause

As I go from nothing to Eternity

being framed...

dun worry...

everything will turn out fine....-.-

byebye^^

cnt wait to wear my new ear stud=DD

DUN LET THAT BI*CH DESTROY US...
YOU HAVE NOTHING TO BE SCARED OF...
JUZ PROVE YOU ARE NOT WAD SHE SAYS!!!!!
WHY YOU SO SCARED OF HER....

IT FREAKING PAINS ME....
I WILL HELP AND SUPPORT YOU!!!!
AND THE LETTER "R" ON MY FREAKING KEYBOARD IS NOT FREAKING WORKING!!!!
AHHHHH......
EVEN MY KNUCKLES ARE BRUISED....
THE WALL IN MY HOUSE CRACKED...
ALL COS OF THAT BITCH....
EVEN WITHOUT HANDS AND LEGS....
I WILL FIND A WAY....
TO GET REVENGE YOU WATCH ME...

NO ONE I REPEAT NO ONE HAS EVER MADE ME SO FREAKING MAD BEFORE...

Rumours, gossips destroys everything...
Misunderstandings too... they destroy....
wads left is nothing...
N.O.T.H.I.N.G
thats exactly me...
nothing...
nothing who has nothing left...

it saddening...
pls...
Bring back those days and times...

Before i start...
THERE'S LOW REMIX^^
ROX BOY!!!!!!!!!!
weets^^ well done franscisco...

Today first tym go school with piercing...
and majority said i paikia=.=
which i am NOT
and then sinyee said i look lyk shyt...T.T
tricia said i not cute liaoz...=.=
i din think i ever was -.-
tsingmin said better then she expect it to be...
paulina and debbie said nicer stuffs which i dunwan put cos^^
ltr tio comment...
And Heelon go scratch my arm today...T.T
abuse me...sobxsobx....
hurt me so much...whole hand red...waaaaaT.T

After school...
sorry Tsingmin i couldn't convice Leon not to pierce...
he cut his hair before he pierce so tmr confirm die...
LOL...
he putting plaster all the way...
hahax... Black music rocks soooooooo much^^
esp B.E.P- Hey Mama...
so nicee^^ sry was listening to it while posting...
slack around then went home...
thats it barhx^^
okok post till here^^
byebye~^^

Hellos...
today i stay at home...
emo until 430pm...
met paulina did some stuffs tgt...
dun worry Gerald...=.= nothing of THAT sort^^
then went home and thats it for today...

sorry tsingmin... i noe you dun lyk it... but
i am juz really very sorry...
if by any means i can get your forgiveness pls name it...
Sorry.... how bout another 17 pages o

Byes~
=DDf sorry?

today was so fine...

UNTIL...
paulina msged me...
the text message was :
Tsingmin =D

AND SHE THINKS THAT ME AND TSINGMIN STEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT THE ANSWER IS
NO!!!!!!(in your face!!!!)

she is only my SISTER!!!!
satisfied?

aiya i already explain ALOT,ALOT,ALOT AND ONCE AGAIN ALOT of tyms lerhx....
go think wad you guys wan ok^^
for all i care... cos she and me are sister and brothers...
NOTHING ELSE!!!

ok byebye^^

Song dedication to Miss Zoe^^
dun be sad lerhx... it pains me to see you sad too...
trying so hard to do sth for you to cheer you up but nth happens... cheerup... this song for you derhx^^
here it goes:
If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your sideI promise you,
I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

so cheerup Miss Zoe^^

Today... was worried bout Sister... she emo-ing...T_T
so was kinda worried -- :x
then after assembly went to hall... have SS prelim paper today...x.x
for the SBQ can do...
but for the SEQs...
my confidence lvl was -100...
was worried bout sister then plus cher nvr teach some stuffs...
SO= fail terribly?
i scared next year cannot promote...
i see the first question... saw northern Ireland educational thingy, my mind think skipp liaoz...
then second question bout meritocracy in singapore... have teach but i FORGET!!! so skipped
and i did the third question...GLOBALIZATION!!!!! my overall worst topic!!! but the questions are all do you think this/ do you think that? all these so i do lorhx...

After paper really veryvery tired... then i feeling dam shyt too cos liddat do paper can fail...
so really sad... but i will work harder...
then felt better when going home coscos sister was (to me only) looking better^^
so dun worry ok? Bro promise I will work harder promote to 5n^^
lolx...
waiting for maths tuition cher to come now...
so blog first...

and i wunt play dota until 'N's are over...
say liaoz cannot break...X.X
okok
post till here today...
tmr anyone free nid ppl to go out with can jio me...
bye~

X.X
tsingmin asked me to do a quiz on her blog...
i din see it until now... and its soooooooooooo long liaoz...
so anyways now i free so do lorhx...
since it was july 17 when she asked me to do it...
i shall do it as if i doing it on that day itself...

1)The last person who tagged you is?
Tsingmin... check older messages =.=

2)Whats your relationship with him/her?
Sister/Friend/Junior... yea?

3)First five impression of him/her?
Playful, Popular, Potential Fren, Rich and Fortunate...x)

4)The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Very long lerhx... support me go to movies with Peijin =.=

5)Most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Can you be my bro?

6)If he/she become your lover, you will?
have one lerhx... wait till the love fades^^

7)If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she nid to improve on will be?
Be less vulgar-ish ^^

8)If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Ask why larhx!!! Duh...

9)If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I dunnoe the answer leh...

10)The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Tell how much i appreciate her... =DD

11)Your overall impression of him/her is?
Good sister and tends to bottle up stuffs... dun liddat lerhx... :x

12)How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I oso not them ask me for?

13)The characters you love yourself are?
Dunnnoe... ltr tio comment... dunwan...

14)On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
I humji... I not good enough... Not enough self-confidence...

15)The most ideal person you wan to be is?
Carefree man^^

16)For people that care and like you, say something to them:
................
................
Touched~ crying now................T_T

yea thats the quiz tsingmin asked me to do.... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long liaoz...
that tym still liked Peijin... if only now still the same...
too bad cnt be done anymore...

Trying to forgive... esp now?
yea... um... maybe a few more days to cool down and everything will be back to normal...
you oso take this tym to recover barhx...
shld noe who i am talking bout...

Yea... today... lolx... SHAG!!!
have chinese paper1 paper2
thanks sinyee for lending me dictionary...
thanks tsingmin for helping me ask her...
Thanks both of you...
then when paper start, i stare at the cover page for 5mins...
then i look at the questions for 10mins...
then i wrote my address in letter writing and the guy's address...
by the tym i finished lolx... 30mins gone liaoz...
then i "woke up" LOL
cos ytd night memorised the phrases till 1230am? yea...

then got newspaper report... about teenagers gambling...
MY SMILE COULDN'T BE BIGGER^^
lolx... my efforts the previous night paid off^^
when i see the question, in my mind lyk all the answers slowly print out liaoz...
nicenice lemme copy onto the exam sheet^^
woots!!! (full of confidence)

then return the dictionary to sinyee... mr yoong was asking why i so big still paste that sticker on the dictionary... and i guess by returning to you, it shut him up^^ LOL

paper2 i really tired liaoz... and wad i said was true ain't it?
the short passage with 15 words and 10 blanks...
the 5 words not usable all have the same words rite^^ told you lerhx...
after the li jie ce yan, begin to think how to help with her problems...
therefore, i read the first and second sentence of the passage and look at the rest...
when i tot i read finish le, i dunnoe wad the dam passage was saying, so re-read...
then when attempted to do the questions, i stare at it blankly for a total of half an hour!!!
even though it paid off quite well BUT ITS NOT GOOD!!!!
(dun learn from me)

then finish the paper went back to class to slp... Shag...
wait for tsingmin then went home tgt with her...

And to that someone, not leon...
that jian bitch,
DUN GO AROUND BAD-MOUTHING PEOPLE...
if you have no friends you shld ask yourself wads wrong and not go around brainwashing ppl
by bad mouthing others... you think about it... if your current "friends" noe wad u did,
u think they will still stick with you or not? ask yourself... even your sister oso give you brainwash... the world would be so much better off without bitches like you...
so if u really want to make friends, change your dam attitude and tactics... cos one day you'll be exposed and by then its too late to apologise...

OK!!! look izzit the same? not bad eh?LOL

anyways was trying to act mafia with my new look^^
the main thing is the earring^^ not bad eh?
thats the captivating part... LOL
if i liddat walk to school cfm get whack 5 tyms...
and if i walk home liddat cfm get whack 10 tyms...

so i am juz a normal boy who dun dare to fight...
actact nia^^ COSPLAY^^
nvm...=.=
then stay back with nigel they all..
and went back home... saw tsingmin outside the train...
then go with her to the busstop and she saw her primary school fren...

guess wad!!! tio mistaken lolx...
nvm... then i went home i put on the "props"
i scare my brothers... followed by my mother
i sapala towards them went i went down to help take groceries...
lolx...

so i blog till here tonight...
tmr i want to do that again...
and tmr prelims... muz jiayous... to all taking it with me^^
byebye~

Today... is monday holiday...
i tot got school =.=
lucky tuition teacher told me got no school...
so went her house in the morning till 130pm...
had lunch with family... did some crap...
then went out to meet debbie they all to study...

then leon called said sum1 was angry at me...
then talked for quite long and drain my battery out!
i got home feeling even more guilty becos the person is angry with me...
and at that tym i was thinking of a way to apologise to that person cos i
betrayed that person's trust...

when i reached home i called that person...
that person said was not angry with me...
then i told that person not to use vulgarities again...
and told that person to look under that person's desk tmr..

To that person: i hope after wad u have seen wad i have done, i hope you forgive me...
i juz want to hear the words from your mouth "i forgive you"
pls i hope you can have the confidence to share your troubles and secrets
with me again... i promise crossed my heart that i will not tell anybody no matter
how close is he/she to me or whether he/she threatens to kill my family...
i will keep that secret for you...whos none other then my dear sister... i am sorry

yea so post till here going to bathe liaoz... byebye

Hellos^^

Today is sunday... and i am bout to die...x.x
die of boredom... i dun mind juz going out for a walk but at least have someone go with marhx...
walk alone oso very sian ltr walk half way die...
so now i rotting infront of the P.C

finished my maths worksheet and there's nothing left to do...
juz now went for a haircut...
my poor hair... all gone T_T
now look a little lyk a mohogT.T
sooooooooooooooooooooooooobx.......

play private server oso will sian derhx...
so i stopped and blog...
Leon go cruise...the others dunnoe now nobody around...
alone at home... nobody jio me out...
feel so lonely...
this is urging me next tym muz get a wife...
or else when old le can die...
sooooooooooooo looooooooonely...
the most is drink until high...
but i promised someone i wunt drink lerhx rite SOMEONE??
^^

ok blog until here tonite hope got some events...
heart nids recovery....nid someone close to me to help speed it up...
but ht/she has someone lerhx... so might as well be alone...
goodluck josh...

WOoooooos....
today is national day... happy birthday...
to joel too... my brother^^ oso today his birthday..

Today i woke up at 9 oclock... AND I THOUGHT IT WAS SUNDAY!!
ok today he invited his frens come our house...
all so young act punk... hahax...^^

then dad TOOK OUT MY PSP AND GAVE HIS FRIENDS TO PLAY!!!
immdiately temperature rose... i flared up...
on my birthday he din lemme play for half a day... then
bro's birthday he let bro's FRIENDS play...

after that he come apologize to him... then Caleb (second brother use my phone play Apologize chorus) cos he oso buisong the friends cos they act punk... so we both bad mood lock ourselves in the bedroom... my dad hear liaoz then say Sorry... your birthday present maybe give me some time i will get for you... then walk out... SUPER TIO OWN!!!
brother's tagg team...

then ltr they went out then played beatup... i own^^
then went church... till 5?
today had a guest speaker... message on commitment...
its very good... at the end God gave me the vision and feelings that the whole church was clothe in white robes of righteousness of the Lord... very strong and real...
so i sang out... and then had de-brief for ushers...

Ltr bought 10 bottles of barcadi and went home...
very nicee... LOL...
i will never drink again... unless on special occasions... PROMISE!
now blogging... DUH
and spamm BEP songs...
singing lyk a Fool... yea so blog till here
HOPES NEIGHBOURS DUN COMPLAIN...

byebye^^

Congratz... a devoted guy finally given up,

got crushed to the ground...destroyed...

wads left in that shattered heart is friendship...

weak, pathetic friendship...

Sry if i had done anything wrong...

shall not bother you again...

Now very free so post... err... today had national day celebrations...

was expecting it to be boring like last year but, it turned out great...

i love the indian performance... Ashraff sing lyk pop-star sia~

then dunnoe wad happen as was slacking behind... all i noe is got ppl

go out to the front... then I heard singing.

Soon started to sing... very happy...too bad got sore throat...x.x

then ltr got this year's national song...dunnoe wad Shine shine de larhx...

then i sing lorhx... i cannot find the lyrics cos i threw them away...

so sing until dam high^^

i wanted to give the P.A $2 to play again... LOL lyk K-Box...

then after that got photo... i haven ready then all go back to the class liao...

i was walking at the back... hees...

then ltr dismissed then Leon wanted to go movies...

actually is me larhx... so met Tsingmin at Yewtee (Sorry for being latee for 2 minutes)

then went with them go Westmall...( I very extra!!)

lolx... so got 3 of us... then hahax i went home and changed out of my RED shirt...

then i wore a black polo... go so now only Leon and Tsingmin was wearing RED shirts...

hahax liddat then obvious marhx riterite^^

(Tsingmin is going to chop off my fingers...so type while i can...xD)

so watched "Mummy tomb of dragon emperor"

not funny and not scary...juz normal show only... yep~

no comments bout it myself...

then ltr Leon has to go cos got CRUISE!!! then i went with Tsingmin to the mrt...

Saw Joel...this tym only me and her. duncare wear wad colour, confirm tio mistaken liaoz...

tmr i nid to go explain ltr the whole church noe...zzz...

Tsingmin go Lot1 meet her Mum and i went home... wasnt paying attention at anything was juz walking... cos was feeling Perturbed... Got horned 3 tyms by cars...

Thank God i still alive but now... moody lerhx...

dunwan say anymore...

thats all... ltr going out for dinner... at Father's cell group Dinner...

dunnoe if got appetite or not but who cares...

i am invisible...nobody knows...

An Empty street... not really... theres sum1...not a ghost...

but me... i feel that i am invisible to you... Saw your face in the crowd, called out your name, but You don't hear a sound... seeing you sad makes me sad too... at least a random smile will do...

thats wads good bout being invisible at times but sadly not all times.......

Today iis the deadline for Dnt...applied glue to the hinges again... hopees it will be strong...

completed my folio today juz in tym...

so after the first 2 periods of Dnt walked back to class with Sadesh

Saw her along the corridor, an as expected... was invisible to her... not even a Hi...

but i could see from her face, shes not feeling good...

Then had maths... LOLx... i did my Dnt din do any maths... hees~

after that had P.E. we, Iraq, got thrashed... coscos benjamin din come, zhihui was in class doing Dnt and gordon was sick... so we lose a terrible 2-14.

then had recess... din eat juz went up to do my Dnt...

then had chem... secretly did my Dnt too... i drew and decorated my name on a piece of paper...

lazy to put up... LOLx...

hmmms~

yea then had english 1 period did summary... then check overall the whole paper i got 63/80

but i dunnoe whether correct lorhx...

then went computer lab2 to do N.E. quiz...

i did as fast as i could with a terrible score of 247'000

cos tsingmin waiting for me...

went back to class then i do the finishing touches of my folio and submit it...

sry horhx...TM... make you wait...

then go home with her... and um...

There is nothing between me and Tsingmin!!! We stay at yewtee so go home tgt cannot arhx?!!! =.="

she and me only brother and sister nia...Not BF/GF!!

cos along the way tio mistaken by alot,alot,alot,alot of ppl from 2e5 all the way to 4t1...

so yea shes my dear sister only^^

ltr going to do Dnt... so now relax first barhx^^

shall post till here today...

I am a blurr kuku!...

nvm^^

byebye~

hellos...
this is a quick post...
as i said its a quick post therefore
nothing much is going to be posted.
today practically did nothing...
and in school i forgot wad happen cos u can see
i am racing against tym to complete my dnt folio
deadlines tmr
so i cannot stop and dilly dally...
and so to prevent ppl from asking me to update, i am putting up this quick post...
and one more thing i rmb is that
Tsingmin and her gang went for their performance
audition today... and so i wish them good luck and all the best
i will be cheering for you guys^^
weets^^

ok i shall end my quick posting now byes

Today its my... Look at my birth date =.=
so muz put a post...

Um... Firstly is to thank Tsing Min and Sinyee...
Lolx... i am seriously so touched... for the first tym in my entire life!!!
on the outward expression its juz a happy face but inside, my whole heart overflowing with tears of joy... Thankyou girls SOOO much.... they bought me a cake, lighted it sang me the birthday song... that cake i dunnoe how much but i noe its very ex... its very nice... alot of chocolate... LOLx...^^

Next is... Leon he brought his PSP juz so that i can play it...AGAIN cried in my heart with tears of joy... too bad i deproved... chance of max combo-ing Seeker quite low lerhx...
thenthen thanks Nigel for being the First person to wish me...^^ and for the slapping^^

LOL... lyk i giving NDP speech... if you have your speakers turn it on!! and replay the music^^
hahax...
thanks oso to tricia, peijin, debbie, shermain, yiying, cassandra, Ruoning, Kaining, heelon, danny, Djalil, jiawee, shollehan, Aslam, zul, diyana, Fuddin, Emu and daniel...^^ to gordon pls get well soon^^ missed your laughter x.x

typing this is making me cry... i am so touched this year... its different from past years...
maybe cos yall did much better then wad my family members did...
I thank God for arranging us to meet in Swiss Cottage... Thank God for everyone of you...
Yall will oways have a place in my heart.

today after hist remedial, i went tuition sry my phone no batt... thanks to heelon who used it all up while playing heroslore...

now juz reached back home... i am learning to forgive my dad... my brothers too...
cos i noe and that the HS is convicting me that under all this quarrels and fights... its a BIG and deep river of love which cannot be stopped...^^

yep so thanks so much for all you have done for me people... you guys will oways have a place on my heart and a shoulder ready for you to lean on^^ esp my Sister and Brother...

byebye^^

Alrite ytd um... normal din go anywhr until night...

din talk with dad too... he very !@@#$$$$%@$#%@
This was what happened...

Joshua=J
Dad=D...DUH!!!

J: daddy can i have my PSP tmr? cos i going to fren birthday bbq then they all got bring so may i have mine back? plsss... i come home then return to you...
D: No! Your N lvl coming hor... 13/14 Aug your exam already better go study...
J: why its juz for 1 day wad?
D: NO! no more negotiation...
J: then you dun give me back why u dun put password on the computer? still gimme play for wad?
D: (diamdiam) then NO means NO...

thats it... pissed...
then so then next day which was 2nd aug...
he come jiao wei with me...
i woke up then i go do Mr Yoong compre and Dnt...
he come ask me go eat... i din say anything...
then he buy back breakfast for me i oso din eat... i give brother eat...
then i go read book ... till 1030 then he fetch brother go school by car...
go and back shld be half hour...
so when he left um... i played comp then he came back this was wad happen...

D: OFF THE COMPUTER!!! TELL YOU SO MANY TYMS ALREADY...
i cutted him
J: I OSO NOT PLAYING GAMES!!! I WATCHING VIDEO GOT WRONG MEH?!!!
D: I TELL YOU HOW MANY TYMS ALREADY DUN WATCH THIS KIND OF VIDEO...
J: wads wrong?
D: your exam COMING your still play computer!!! go study !!
J: YOU NVR SEE WHOLE MORNING I DOING WAD ARHX? THEN MOMENT I WOKE UP...
D:Have your reading book...

i offed the comp go inside my bedroom get ready go out of house liaoz...
then i go eat lunch
my bag was beside me then Dad come jiaowei...

D: later are you going out?
J:.....
D: i asking you a question?
j: go ask mum larhx!!! i go out oso WUNT FAIL N LEVELS ONE!!!
D: you tell her already ?
J: if i nvr tell her i ask u ask her for wad?
D: so are you going church?
i take bible put inside the bag beside me...
D:then you going grandma house?
J: .......
D: how much money you need?
J: you dunwan give me oso can... the most i starve....
D: i thought you going BBQ?
J: then juz now you still ask rubbish?
D: i give you 5 dollar enough already...

then i ask mother for another 10 bucks then he tell me 11oclock go home...
i stormed out of the house...

I forgotten to bring my wallet so go back... then he said this
D: why u come back?
J: take wallet... and cani have my PSP?
D: NO!
J: wads wrong?? now i asking you gimme for half a day!!!
D: NO!!
J: i play PSP half a day WUNT FAIL N LVL LARHX!!!
D:....
J: u think you confiscate PSP liddat can make me top student arhx? whr u get that concept...
D: dun talk to me liddat!!!
J: forget it larhx... tonight i coming home very late... you better not wait for me...

i dashed out of the house...
he called me i rejected 3 tyms....

then after church go BBQ then stayed there until 1215 then went home cos very sian...
then ah ben very tired so go back with him...

then my dad came down to pay taxi...
D: 30 dollars!!! next tym no more going out
J: did i say next tym i wan go out?
D: ya good you jolly well stay at home and study...
J: oh yarhx lyk today i nvr study liddat
D: n lvls coming ltr u fail u watch out...
J: so now u cursing me larhx?
D: i am not cursing you juz stating the facts...
J: state wad facts... is u dun have any confidence in me... might as well stop my schooling...
D:...

then go and sleep liaoz...

today!!!
woke up at 1030...
then i ask him can go lunch at Lot1... nid buy stuffs...
i realised he bought my Brother a crumpler...
he saw me looking at my brother then he said...
joshua your present too expensive...
too bad lolx... i bought my glue by asking my mother for money... cos he dunwan buy it...
then i took bus home... duncare liaoz... make me fedup...
now going out with him...
lolx... he wan start conv with me... then wunt be reply...

too bad...
i angry is cos
1) dunwan return my PSP for half a day
2) no confidence in me passing N s
3) Bais !$^#%^%
4) only see me use comp...

crap ok i seriously gotto go byebye^^
its crap tmr i not going home very early... toobad..
byebye

TODAY!!!! is FRIDAY!!!!

um... actually dunnoe happy for wad larhx...

i went to school as early as i could^^ to catch some gd views...

then um... i ran in the morning... weight was heavy 73.2kg...

height 171? then GAN said i nid to be 73.1 to be out...

then he ask me take weight but i drank 250ml of water lerhx... so after school then take...

thenthen got mother tongue...

then physics...

then E.T then recess

din eat cos ltr got weight taking

then dnt... was worried... then i finished making a pulley plus the thingy to connect my LEDs to the side^^

then i go take weight this was wad happen...

Gan told me take off my uniforms cos it adds on to the weight .... i had PE inside so i took off uniform... and den he ask me take off socks and specs... then weight was 73.3...

cos to get out i nid to get 73.1...

then he ask me go pee then i came back and then tadah 72.9kg... LOL

so idiotic lorhx... make a fool out of me...sobx...

then ltr go back canteen and ate a mountain of food^^ then went back DNT...

put epoxy on the hinges and went to watch concert video... peijin's face was charred... i played the mu yu too loud... and i couldn't find my Sis in the Orchestra... LOL

then i went back do abit of stuffs then naufal go take the file and put against the sand machine... alot of sparks flew out seh!!! I laughed lyk siao larhx... then i go try... LOL fun^^ then khairil go take 2 files and i on the vacuum machine then khairil said

GENTLEMEN START YOUR ENGINE then i on the vacuum then sound is lyk a subaru engine larhx... then khairil go make hell lot of sparks fly^^ then he even spit sparks from his mouth^^

very fun when we stop, mr wong juz stepp in... TYCO!!!

then went home with percussion and tats my day^^

byebye^^

then had mother tongue... followed by physics...