I've found a friend who died for me

Wah... today veryveryveryveryveryveryvery suay lorh...
i've got nothing but complaints to blog...zzz

first during P.E... after like 10mins of games, the STUPID FIRE ALARM SOUNDED=.=
why? cos got stupid fire drill... WHY MUST BE DURING P.E???
no sense...

then school...
after school rushed to aunty dawn's house...
skipped history remedial....=.=
if i noe have i sure stay... but if stay AuntyDawn sure KP...
cfm say wah you wan come then last minute dun come, oways likddat leh...
own liao...

so i reached her house, she ask me go print some stuff thengo play with her grandson..
me leh?
obviously sitting there for nothing...
print finish those stuff i read 10 times over sommore...zzzz
after her grandson go, she came to me...
then dunnoe wad, then she flare up and scold me...
when all i ask was her to go thru the stuff she want me to print....zzz
cos its my homework mah...
then its the chinese da gang...
then the book is with her!
then she want to borrow so ask me print out my homework...
then she dunwan go thru nvm...
she say sat go her house sunday dun go...
i said but i sat whole day no free..
she scold me say was church more important or studies more important?
yes church must go, but you sure the pastor wun let you go studies when monday exams meh?

then i rmb last time she tell me must be flexible...
well, thats the darn irony...
here she tells others to be flexible, but she isn't...
so ppl must be flexible to her lah...
its kinda unfair you know...
ya she's good but still sometimes it just gets way overboard...

then ltr at around 530 sinyee called...
she say girlfren call you arh? cos they got one free tix, so they ask me go...
Aunty dawn say dunnid go one i wun let you...
so i told sinyyee maybe not going le...
after hang up, she said that girl wan woo you arh?
no link... absolutely no link...
then i say no... so she said make her give up chasing me....
really bth-.-
then ltr i msg sinyee maybe can go cos she that time just finished going thru the printed stuff...
then sinyee called back...
then i said i dunnoe if i can make it...
so after hang up, aunty dawn said, wah she really bu fang ni zou leh...
really ai shang ni liao... if not why got so many guys, must be her call?
i thinking, you darn ridicules...
then she say go thru one more passage....
go thru halfway she guai lan, how?
she tell me actually i purposely de...
i just disturb you.. aiya anyways here to bugis 45mins...
cos the concert was at bugis...
by the time she release me, nb dunnid go liao...
i went home...

stupid and nonsensical...
really horh... bth...
goodnights...

LOLs... i just came from nicole's blogg...
dunnoe why got the blog bug from her blog

thats why so late lerh still posting...
anyways... yea.
din go school today cos im on MC...
why?

i went to the dentist ytd...
same dentist..XD ahaha!
Dr Yap Li Chen Rachel =D
ahaha...

why i went to see her cos i felt that my filling has a small hole...
well got worried and go check...
first time i got there...
besides THOSE stuff...
yea she checked my teeth for me...
and seems that indeed food went in under the filling and decayed my tooth...
well, its not that i din brush my teeth but...
the filling have hole and if food go in, it will stay in there and very hard to come out...
so brush and brush and brush, the food will still be inside...
thats why decayed until so jialat...

thats why must go dentist at least 2 times a year to check your fillings...
well i din check so my molar at the very back on my right side...
decayed till there is a bigbig hole and when she checked, she say very jialat...
cos can see the nerve already...

darnit when she check it hurt badly...
first she gave 3 jabs into my gum to numb the right side of my mouth...
then she started to clean my tooth...
cos alot of decay was there...
lemme describe how the tooth look...
imagine a crater on the moon....
yup thats how my tooth look and picture a nreve in the center of it...
yea.. so she was like scrapping and scrapping... even though she jab 4 times...
still freaking pain... darn...
2 hours of suffering...
but those whom noe wad happen... worth it=D
(IM NOT PERVERT!!!!!!)
lols...

so she told me that i cnt go for crowning which is to put a gold/silver/titanium tooth on top cos there is no base to support the gold/silver/titanium tooth... so she said permanent removal is the only choice...

so in order to remove, might need to have gum surgery or just pluck out... which is torturing...
so gum surgery scares me... so just pluck out lorh...
cos if i survived the previous 2 hours of torture, wad can stop me this time?
summore she said it only takes 20mins...

so she gave me 3 jabs again... same spot and it hurt on the first jab...
tahan... scared to raise hand le...LOL...
then after the 3 jabs, she took the HOLY PLIERS!!!
clamp my molar and darn she pull it towards the left...
the feeling was like imagine bending your bone...
then nvm she hold there summore!!!
i was like... this was worst then last time...
str8 away she pull to the other side T.T
so it went on for 20mins...
can hear the tooth chipping... and can hear it being torn from the gum...
and she pul and pull tug and tug...
i tahan... near death exp...
it was torture man... one of the worst form...
and finally it came out... she put in the cotton ask me bite...
when i saw the tooth... i nearly faint...
seriously... and she said bite the cotton gauze for 30mins then change new one if still bleeding...
after 30mins i take out... i saw a piece of gum on the gauze...
nearly vomit...

so now the gum is heal but still very disgusting when my tongue go taste it...
its a big hole at the back...
sian... so ppl, brush your teeth and go check your fillings man!!!
go make an appointment now...
or you will face the torturous procedure...
now still on painkillers...
LOL...

i dunnoe... really... how you feel towards me?
well, i like... love you...
darnit!!!

=D (smiles)

its a really great day!!!
i blog about it now ok?
sry im cranky and blank, aiya just have lotsof mixed feelings...
dang!

ok, its great cos SCCO got a gold.
well there were its ups and downs for today...

the night before, Paulina called.
her voice filled with desperation and panic.
why? her grandfather passed on, and well her parents wanted her to turn up for the funeral stuff...
im from a different religion so i dunnoe wads going on... however i talked to her
she said: see how.
so later she messaged me telling me go as per normal.

we actually decided to meet at gombak mac at 4am...
yea so i fidget around in bed till 3 and got up to shower.
showering half way Paulina called...
i was like: yo, im batheing, wads up?
she din tell tell me wad happened, she just said: really?
and i said : yea send me your address i'll go pick you up ltr...
(i was suppose to flag a cab, pick up wailoon then paulina then jiawei and go to mac..)
she sent me her address.

ltr she called again...
she couldn't go... her parents wouldn't allow... could hear them in the background of the phone...
i talked to her mom, got "scolded" instead...
then i called mslim... she picked up and i told her the situation and she tried talking...
well the outcome was inevitable...

i called the others told them we need to meet at mac urgently...
broke the news to them and got them ready for worst case scenario...
jiawei analysed and broke her instruments to those who were able to cover...
we were all tensed...hoping for the best...
we called weiting after that and told her the news...
also tried not to tell others the bad news...
sorry for bluffing you guys, we dunwan to lower the morale of the orchestra, pls understand=D

when we reach C.O. room, everyone was there and like they were looking at their attire, getting ready for our BIG day...
well we went in and wow, we were all like opening the scores pulling out scores and writing and teaching and going through the parts...
it was awesome as i could see them like wow, all doing wad was neccessary and then even going through the scores... even weiting! haha, she performed really well for a first timer...
good job ppl=D LOVE you guys sooooooooooooo much!

yea and we went on as usual...
paulina sent me a msg saying maybe she can go... so i brought along her shoes...
carried it with me everywhere i went.
when we were in backstage, i was quiet... percussionist would notice...
well... i was hoping to see that run the corner, she would come running...
however that din happen...
so after the performance, i really would like to commend us...
love them all deep deep...
not bragging here but as a senior, the joy is there when finally you see potentials unlocked
in your section plus everybody trying their best and succeeded!!!
this is the kind of joy i am feeling, and not because we got a gold...

yea after the performance was also quiet, everybody was we did it!!! we did it!!!
while i was in a corner feeling sad and dissappointed that paulina wasn't here with us...

too everyone in co, even if we got a silver, i really dun wish anyone will blame paulina...
she tried her best to keep the section in order, almost felt like giving up being an SL...
she practised hard for this SYF, especially in her taifeng. her paizi for jiang jun ling...
i hope yall can see her efforts and understand how she felt when she cnt make it...
our success, for the percussionists today was because of her...
that we all did it and unlocked another level in our potential because we didn't want to dissappoint our SL...
from my point of view, everything i saw percussion doing, Paulina was the driving force for us and especially for me...
She's dear to me as well as the other percussionists...
up till this point i really hope everyone can encourage her...
and to Paulina,
Thanks alot girl=D
Thanks...

today at the start went for morning run...
gain weight leh...
maybe cos ytd night eat tang yuan... shld be...

then assembly
crap as usual.... then the shushi prefect was presenting on cheating anf integrity...
LOL!!
ok... then starting first two periods was P.E.
had our weekly run... 2.4km...
first round - ok
second round - breathing like mad... dunnoe why???
third round - about to die...
fourth round - i saw Aslam infront so i caught up next to him and i said im gonna walk...
he said dun josh... last round! slow jog...
so i was...hmmm alrite for Aslam and for passing...
so i continued to run... it was torture....
i ran like i was running for my life.
so pass the first round
and Aslam was go josh...
and he keep repeating that...
i was like ASLAM!!!! STOP SAYING!!!! BREATHE DAMMIT!!!
so i told him you oso go... at the lsat bend we ran in tgt
and i died...
12-13min... i died...

then recess and DNT and C.O.
it was ok somehow... then towards the end Ms Ma and a band member came in...
talk to her cos C.O. was boring and...
yeah went home...
cos i got a dental appointment

LOL.... the dental appointment has its pros and cons...
LOL!!!
Pros...
-Very Chio dentist
-Did some ***** stuff (110% accidental)
-shes got nice eyes
-2hours of pleasure
-May get an MC to excuse O lvl Oral =D

LOL!
Cons...
-Permanent removal or right molar
-2hours of pain
-3 jabs to numb your mouth...
-3days of pain...
-Might need to go surgery
-Unable to talk/ eat well

nice eh?
wanna know the details talk to me=D
lols... to paiseh to post liao...LOL...
so my mouth is hurting alot...

plus i dunnoe how to brush my mouth... crap...
ok i sign of today...
really thank God for Aslam=D

LOL!! im bloggang

shall post bout ytd ok?
well was the X-country for our school...
suppose to meet at 6pm @BB interchange...
somehow i set the wrong alarm!!
LOLs... i set it to 5:15am...haha instead of 4:30am
sian so rush get ready and left home...

then when i reached saw djalil and gordon so walked with them to the bus interchange.
then when we got there saw daniel and shihui...
wow the sight at the 852 busstop was surprising...
because it was packed with ppl...
like sardines... and the time interval for each 852 bus was about 30mins?
yea so waited for the rest of the class to come...
then there was the irony about XingYan...
She wrote on the board the day before to meet @bb-interchange at 6PM SHARP!
lols... she reached at 6:45am... nicee=D
haha..

then ltr when the everyone reached, hongming came with jodie and peijin...
after that a bus came, decided not to board it.
so daniel went to queue up for the bus...
and when the next one came i waited for heelon cos he was behind in the queue.
so i waited at the sideline and lols heelon, hongming, jodie, peijin and me dint board cos too full...
lols...
so we boarded the bus at 730am =D
when reporting time was 7am... haha.. somehow we got there faster and there was so much space on the bus =D

then we assembled in some grassy area... so much ants!!! irritating...lols...
then a conversation started
Gordon: why only me and josh tio(irritated by the ants) why you(Hongming) and heelon bo tio?
Hongming: because i put insect repellent.
the next thing that happen hongming shouted F@#K LAH!!! then he slapped he leg!
LOLS.... cheap repellent i say~
then me and Aslam out of boredom began picking things up from the ground and started throwing them at other ppl...lols... jokes!

the run started and i was supposed to run with leon, gordon and heelon...
somehow lost them cos i went ahead of em...
then saw until Aslam and we ran all the way till the roadside...
then we started walking...
it was long and the route was going up and down up and down three times!!!!
so i told Aslam we jog uphill and walk downhill to balance the pace... tried it the first time and nearly killed me... cos when running through the forest trail my left ankle started hurting...
so manage to run to the first CheckPoint on the roadside. then we started walking and when we arrived at the next CP the teacher which looked like Mr Kamal was telling us to gogogogogo...
so me and Aslam counted 1,2,3 then we shouted and run...
Aslam was like Yea man YEAAAAA!!!! i was like STEEEEEEEADY ARHHHHHH!!!lols

we did the same for the third and last CP and the teacher i think was shahadah, she was like are they mad? LOL...
so 100m away was the turn in to the finishing...
Aslam suddenly had a pain in his back and so I helped him and supported him and we both ran till we saw the finish line and we sprinted over... let Aslam go in first XD...haha....

the thing i hated most is that the school this year so budget sia!!!
run finish only get a cup of water??!?!?!?!?!? summore from the tap in the toilet????
wads happening????WTH!!!!
really cnt stand it... was sulking for a minute till i saw the water cooler...=D
lols...

then after that got the prize presentation and stuffs which was so unneccessary...
Dismissed and off to lot1 and watch movie....
Caught "The Sniper"
was awesome... really veryvery good show to catch...
then towards the end Gordon went to the toilet and was stuck in there cos both his legs got cramp... we left the five of us in the theatre, Leon, Heelon, Gordon, Danny and me...
i was so facinated with the show i kept pointing my hand at danny imagining i was holding a sniper rifle and started "shooting" them. they all give the sian face...HAHAHA....srysry...
really too nice le =X

went home and rotted... uh huh... finally had my full game of dota...
after a week of un-finished or interupted games...haha....
anyways quite good already luh... not so much gaming already...
ok ima blogg till here, gonna sleep now tmr have CO...=D
nights ppl, stay beautiful as oways =D

LOLs!!! backky...
dun have the blog bug with me...lols...

anyways i just came from facebooking...
i did a stupid quiz on which CCA suits you best.
guess wad
that stupid lame shitty meaningless CCA said that the best CCA FOR ME IS.....
GIRL GUIDES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DANG ITS ON MY FACEBOOK!!!!!

C'MON CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
nearly broke my computer screen...JKJKJK XD.
anyways sorry if i dun update that often...
i mean i've got my wakeup call along with most students in history lesson...
so i felt guilty... not studying and revising...
so yea...
i am spending more time with my notes, books, worksheets...
Leon's oso got impacted by Mr Lim's lesson for life right...LOL
he's oso studying hard...like a rock!!!
this year is really crucial...

For me other then depending on myself, i oso need God's Guidence.
I noe he will guide me and help me pull through...
I came across two verses in the bible.
the first is,
"Seek first the Kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things(desires of the heart)will be given unto you. Matthew 6:33
and the second is
"Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength."Nehemiah 8:10

i thought about this for a moment and well i find it helpful to me now in this year.
many students are under stress due to work and often give up or are on the brink of it.
well thats why i think for me i really need God's help.
through the two verses, the promises of God says,
Seek first the Kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things(desires of the heart)will be given unto you.
the desires of my heart is to pass Os=D and so if you seek first his kingdom and righteousness,
then God will be happy, LOL~ then when he's happy there comes JOy and
from the second verse the joy of the lord is my STRENGTH!
strength to endure through this year to get good results...

i dunnoe bout yall out there but all the best for this year's O leavers=D
Next sat is my church's easter... i have a list of ppl whom i wanna invite, i shall ask them tmr... praying hard that they will be free.
ok i shall stop here,
till then, stay beautiful~