Today i went C.o. lol w8 for qioahui then went to school wif her...bout HER...hmm...maybe she needs more tym to consider bout acceptin me...but i really hope its not too long...n heard from sumwhr that maybe its that she dosen't want or she's afraid...lol i dunnoe either but i hope at the end i can get HER...yea but i muz consider her feelins too eh...
yarhx so today at C.o. i try not to emo...yup i acted as normal n hey its tough...but i am a senior how can i show juniors my EMO-face so smile n act normal...ltr during break i eat again...eat meefen... thats all i had for the whole till 900pm?? yup...being lovesick/heartbroken takes tym to heal n muz be patient n persevere...giv her tym n next tym ok liaoz...tym heals everything...it sux to feel hearbroken larhx...dam sux eat wad oso no taste de...see wad no colour de...listen to wad no mening de lol...
after that went to church...i left very early y??cos i got rpomoted to usher head... woots^^at least that sth gd for me...hahax...but din noe usher head very tiring nid run here run there...after svc oso nid to count offerings...but today so many ppl attend youth service...altgt got $120.15 collected sia...n attendance 65 ppl thats gd news n all this is possible cos of the love of God...i hope that my love life will oso hav enuff love n it alrdy has from God my closest fren...Brothers are lyk fingers but God is my heart take it away from me i will die...
so after church i feel that i hav nvr been unloved...so y EMO...i am lol encouragin myself...ltr i went home...i played dota...i felt heaven lot better...cos... of this video the pastor showed us last tym...Never Been Unloved this is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=spr9aCNdRbU this is the lyrics...sing alog with me...
I have been unfaithful I have been unworthy I have been unrighteous And I have been unmerciful I have been unreachable I have been unteachable I have been unwilling And I have been undesirable Chorus: Sometimes, I have been unwise Ive been undone by what Im unsure of But because of you, and all that you went through I know that I have never been unloved I have been unbroken I have been unmended I have been uneasy And Ive been unapproachable Ive been unemotional Ive been unexceptional Ive been undecided And I have been unqualified Chorus: Unaware, I have been unfair Ive been unfit for blessings from above But even I can see the sacrifice you made for me To show that I have never been unlove
feel lyk crying?? lol relax this tears now are tears of joy wads there to emo about when I HAVE NEVER BEEN UNLOVED so thats my pst for today but i will not give up on HER... i will wait on her until she is willing to accept me...i will wait until u are ready... God bless you
Joshua praised Jesus at 5:16 AM
About Me
JoshuaNg
Singaporean. R-ager
4thAugust 1992
16 years old
UsherHead.Percussionist
jo-shuang-ze@hotmail.com
