Wednesday, July 9, 2008

emptiness

Noe wad... ever since she felt guilty started to avoid me...
i dunnoe.. how to ask her to convince me that everything is alright...
but yea... i think tym heals. So if she ever comes to me blog...
Pls treat me as a fren... hope you wunt avoid me n feel guilty...

Swiss C.O. to me, has an empty feeling... percussion esp...
i cnt feel the bond, caring-ness, concern, fun, laughter, joy, interest, love...
its empty now... not only my section... but for the whole C.O.
i dunnoe if its due to my personal affairs but i dun see colours in C.O. room
anymore... everything is gone... i dunnoe how many reasons are there to explain it...
maybe becos mslim has changed?
maybe cos some people have juz no heart to cont?
maybe cos snrs left?
i dunnoe... i juz think that C.O. shld show more concern to one another...esp percussion

today muz thank aunty janet... bring us go eat dinner outside...thankyou so much...
i rmb i walked home with tsingmin... lucky got her to accompany...
to her frens... i got sum1 i lyk alrdy... i am NOT her new boyfren... juz her brother^^

thats all i remember... really thank debbie n tsingmin and leon for supporting me...
appreciate yall... juz rmb if anything happens to me... yall will be inscribed in my heart...
and i will live in urs forever^^...
i really appreciate yall... i am crying as i blog this FYI...
thankyou...

i shall write till here... gdbye...
gdnite^^


Joshua praised Jesus at 7:57 AM

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