I've found a friend who died for me

back again...

God is totally amazing.
thats wad i've got to say.
Whenever you have done something wrong, and you dunnoe how to solve it,
God is there.
He will first use sermons or ppl to juz come and talk to you tell you that your wrong and then he will provide a way for you to start "solving" your prob.
the rest is how much faith you put in God.

Today i went service in G1 and yea its the youth service.
Pastor Ronald was preaching and i am glad that i went for it because i missed it on Sat.
From the introduction i wrote, you obviously noe that something has gone wrong for me.
no doubt look at the earlier post.

So Pastor Ronald preached about the Beatitudes(dunnoe how spell) =.=
'Blessed are the Peacemakers; For they shall be called Sons of God-Matthew 5:9'
So his sermon convicted me.
He said in order to have peace, you need to be a peacemaker.
In order to be a peacemaker, you need to make peace with God and seek his righteousness.
Once you have done that, you can have peace and make peace with others.
You have the right to tell others wad they have done wrong.
Yes, in this world many will not like it.
Tell the person, Hey you noe, wad you did i dun think it was right, it hurt me alot. But you noe, i decided to forgive you. I hope you will not do it again because it is wrong.
That's how is shld be done, and not how i have done it.

I badly needed to seek peace with God. Cos of wad i did. My actions and such, hurt some ppl.
During the sermon, the holy spirit Convicted me. i confessed and prayed.
I asked how at the end of the sermon during the altar call.
I din went out because i was having a personal time with God. I made peace with him and sought help in the problems i made.
I reflected again with the Holy spirit and he showed me actions i did which is not wad a leader would do.

At the end, God is Good he has forgiven me, he even helped me think of wad i should say to the person i hurt the most, my SL.
After i prayed and after service, Paulina msged me, Wad is my prob and ask me to settle it once and for all.
See how good God is? I was asking how am i gonna approach her? and tell her i am sorry.
So i apologised and told her that i forgave her for wad she has done. Her reply was not so nice, but i apologised and i ask for peace.

Once again to paulina,
It was wrong of me to act the way that i did. Its hard on you being SL.
Even though i have hurt you, please noe that you once have hurt me.
and also i forgive you for that and sorry for wad i have done to you.
Its hard for you to let go and forget it, i noe cos i also couldn't let it go and i acted that way.
But i have already let it go so its up to you.
Some things you have done is also wrong, but it has become a habit for you.
So even though its hard to change, Pls try.
I am not the best senior around, so i do make mistakes.
Therefore, sorry.