its a really great day!!! i blog about it now ok? sry im cranky and blank, aiya just have lotsof mixed feelings... dang!
ok, its great cos SCCO got a gold. well there were its ups and downs for today...
the night before, Paulina called. her voice filled with desperation and panic. why? her grandfather passed on, and well her parents wanted her to turn up for the funeral stuff... im from a different religion so i dunnoe wads going on... however i talked to her she said: see how. so later she messaged me telling me go as per normal.
we actually decided to meet at gombak mac at 4am... yea so i fidget around in bed till 3 and got up to shower. showering half way Paulina called... i was like: yo, im batheing, wads up? she din tell tell me wad happened, she just said: really? and i said : yea send me your address i'll go pick you up ltr... (i was suppose to flag a cab, pick up wailoon then paulina then jiawei and go to mac..) she sent me her address.
ltr she called again... she couldn't go... her parents wouldn't allow... could hear them in the background of the phone... i talked to her mom, got "scolded" instead... then i called mslim... she picked up and i told her the situation and she tried talking... well the outcome was inevitable...
i called the others told them we need to meet at mac urgently... broke the news to them and got them ready for worst case scenario... jiawei analysed and broke her instruments to those who were able to cover... we were all tensed...hoping for the best... we called weiting after that and told her the news... also tried not to tell others the bad news... sorry for bluffing you guys, we dunwan to lower the morale of the orchestra, pls understand=D
when we reach C.O. room, everyone was there and like they were looking at their attire, getting ready for our BIG day... well we went in and wow, we were all like opening the scores pulling out scores and writing and teaching and going through the parts... it was awesome as i could see them like wow, all doing wad was neccessary and then even going through the scores... even weiting! haha, she performed really well for a first timer... good job ppl=D LOVE you guys sooooooooooooo much!
yea and we went on as usual... paulina sent me a msg saying maybe she can go... so i brought along her shoes... carried it with me everywhere i went. when we were in backstage, i was quiet... percussionist would notice... well... i was hoping to see that run the corner, she would come running... however that din happen... so after the performance, i really would like to commend us... love them all deep deep... not bragging here but as a senior, the joy is there when finally you see potentials unlocked in your section plus everybody trying their best and succeeded!!! this is the kind of joy i am feeling, and not because we got a gold...
yea after the performance was also quiet, everybody was we did it!!! we did it!!! while i was in a corner feeling sad and dissappointed that paulina wasn't here with us...
too everyone in co, even if we got a silver, i really dun wish anyone will blame paulina... she tried her best to keep the section in order, almost felt like giving up being an SL... she practised hard for this SYF, especially in her taifeng. her paizi for jiang jun ling... i hope yall can see her efforts and understand how she felt when she cnt make it... our success, for the percussionists today was because of her... that we all did it and unlocked another level in our potential because we didn't want to dissappoint our SL... from my point of view, everything i saw percussion doing, Paulina was the driving force for us and especially for me... She's dear to me as well as the other percussionists... up till this point i really hope everyone can encourage her... and to Paulina, Thanks alot girl=D Thanks...
Joshua praised Jesus at 3:29 AM
About Me
JoshuaNg
Singaporean. R-ager
4thAugust 1992
16 years old
UsherHead.Percussionist
jo-shuang-ze@hotmail.com
